Some thoughts

Things started out really well today. We all slept fairly well. Tori woke up only once and finally fell back to sleep after about two hours. Then this afternoon our sponsor came and took us to look at a few houses that caught our eye while we were at the housing office. So all in all things are getting a little better for me. I am kinda glad that I was able to talk Ashley out of living more than fifteen to twenty minutes from the base. I think that living that far from base would have been hard on us. Plus the less time I spend at work and in my car is more time that I can spend with my family. I am just a really big family person. Sometimes i don't feel that the Military likes people like me all that much. I tend to put family before all things before what the military wants. Yet another reason I think that it is time to get out. I guess that is why people say that if the military wants you to have a family they wold have issued you one. I used to tell everyone that TDY's are a break from your family but I think that i was wrong about that. I would much rather stay with them. I love seeing Tori everyday. She is such a daddy's girl and I think that it would crush her for me to leave for a long time. I just wish that I could find or knew where to look for a job on the outside that remotely compares to what we have now. I am by no means the brightest person but i can do whatever I am told to do. I guess part of my problem is that I don't really know what I want to do. I just wish that I could recieve a sign for which direction to go.